Yesterday I finally got the news I have been praying for. It has been confirmed that your girl is OFFICIALLY CANCER FREE.
There are literally no words to describe how I feel right now, but I will try. The moment he told me I felt like I could finally breathe again. Everything instantly felt lighter. I made my six month appointment, and then cried happy tears all the way home and then some. Since February I have been the strongest I could for myself and my body. I was fighting the good fight even when I was exhausted. My body was determined to heal itself and it did. My mind went for loops sometimes, but nevertheless I am on the other side tougher than ever. I prayed for this. I let my body recover even when I wanted to do everything but that.
It felt like forever, but somehow went so fast at the same time. It's been a crazy three months if I do say so myself. All of it was worth it so hear the words that I heard yesterday. It all still feels so surreal. There is truly no better feeling than the one I feel right now. Blessed is an understatement.
I will be 24 in less than two weeks and I feel more motivated and inspired now to truly celebrate everyday of my life. I don't want to waste a moment of these beautiful second chance I have been given.
In these three months I feel like I have learned more about myself and my body than my whole 23 years of life. I was forced to slow down and really take inventory of everything around me. A lot of changes have been made and a lot of growth has taken place. Again, there are truly no words to express the gratitude I have right towards everything. Your girl is in great spirits (besides the pollen trying to take me out). I don't think I'll ever stop celebrating life, and you shouldn't either. Please, don't let life pass you by. You only have one life, this isn't a practice run, and you don't get another. Why wait? Do it now. Cheers to a new start!
I would like to say thank you for from the bottom of my heart to everyone that reached out, shared a prayer, and just genuinely held it down for me in these months. It meant the world to me!
More Life - More Everything.