I must be aligned with the Chinese new year, because I am just now feeling the "new year energy". So allow me to reintroduce myself. I am a twenty something year old mother, recovering perfection, active workalcholic, and on a journey back to myself.
2022 was single handedly one of the most testing years of my life. So when I say on a journey back to self I mean your girl was lost ... baby, LOST. I made a promise to my best friend that I (we) would never have another year like that. This year of consist self evolution/exploration, consistency, completion, and overall sheer determination to be best version of my self.
I always have HEFTY ass expectations of myself, and truthfully this year is no different. The only difference is that I am focusing on the journey to the goal instead of the goal itself. I am not forcing shit this year, hear me? 2022 taught me a hard lessons, but it showed me that I have the power to turn any and everything around. 2023 is me reclaiming that power and standing in that shit.
I have been operating in survival mode almost my whole life, but your girl is ready to live. Truly and freely - whatever that may bring.
If you were looking for a sign to commit to something or start something .. this is IT. If not now, when? Here is your green light. GO time. No more waiting for "perfect" time, until it you know more, or any other excuses you usually tell yourself. Take that imperfect but necessary first step today.
Happy New Year!
B.
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